Do you have a light?

Every day is rising up completely different.
I don't want to belive in my thoughts
saying "you've lost your best friend".
That's why I'm out of sorts.

Still when the sun comes out every morning
I draw new breath
to survive a new walk through your glowing
avalanche on my path.
...A new breath to survive.

For you I would change.
For you I'm writing page for page.
For you I will appear satisfied.
Do you have a light?

Often I haven't the heart to eat
so there's the abstinence
to show you my staying power on both feet
living with this safety fence.

Every time you were my supporting shoulder.
I never really had a doubt.
But now I can't see you anymore and I moulder
drenched in tears, guilt out.

For you I would change.
For you I'm writing page for page.
For you I will appear satisfied.
Do you have a light?

If I could just see you
everything would be allright.
I'll pray for you.
And I pray day and night.

I need you restless in my life,
more I want to admit.
Before you can say knife
this is only for you chick lit.

All memories are more than present.
As dreams they come into the wake status.
Please don't resent...
...that I just...

love you more I can imagine,
love you more I can describe,
love you more to surrender,
love you more to dive.